The Struggle - Staying Positive

Man, It's really tough. The world's a mess. The economy sucks. And, my life is, well, in suspension. Emotions are "rollercoastering". Keeping a positive attitude can be a challenge. But, I have my ways. The first step is putting a smile on my face, sometimes having to force it. Next, take a very deep breath and realize the end of the world is nowhere in sight. I've been through more difficult situations before. Living on unemployment is something that gets to me. My pride is bruised because I've always been successfully employed and provided for myself. But, this is an opportunity to, not only, reinvent myself but also my life. My motivation is to never have a "normal" job again. I want to be the boss/owner of whatever venture is in my future. A strong belief that this is meant to be keeps me driving forward. Experimenting with different business models, to this point, hasn't produced any positive results. But, I refuse to give up. Internet marketing, MLM, and Affiliate marketing haven't worked so far. I'll find my niche but I'm living on borrowed time. Finances are very tight and I realistically have until the end of the year. That's the scary thing!
Tomorrow's another day. The sun will rise and I''l do my thing, hoping to stumble on something fantastic.
I KNOW IT'S OUT THERE. JUST HAVE TO FIND IT.............GOOD NIGHT!